Wednesday, April 05, 2006

blurred vision

life the say is blurred or rather i say it is blurred
dont ask why?
m i behaving abnormaly
but than what the shit is normal?
y this erractic-ness?
seriously doono
y is the quest 2 win in life more important than the procees?
seriouly dunno
i wonder when my friends change
and i wonder y i did not
have i become so myopic that i have equated fidelity with stagnancy
no i dont think so
but wid a surge of pride i da say maybe i was close 2 my best than as i m right now
i was pained not as much angry as maybe found hopelessnees n stark conformity of the unknown when my friends starkly admit that they have changed
a few even vouch 2 stay by it y?
i seek blissfully unaware while a few try 2 explain it will take time 2 regain lost ground lost freedon lost self---whatever
so where does that leave things ?
frankly nowhere !!!