Wednesday, June 21, 2006

A new begining...



A new begining...how sarcastic..umm probably paradoxical i da say
4 it conceals the vital n reveals the beautiful or rather reveals the hopeful..
hmmm so wats the paradox 1 may say......??
every begining is characteristic of an end
it siginfies the death of a period if not an era
i m unsure if it really is the death of a n era but positive that thing's r no longer wat they used 2 b.. nd y shud they b...wishful thinking can only succed in wetting my eyes or moving myself 2 my knees
nyways the pt being m i selfish enuf at being sooo hopeful abt the new begining in my life tat i tend 2 overlook the old end
but than the hurt is there the pain is there the realisaton is there of wat i m abt 2 lose or hve lost
nd m yet thoughtlessly hopeful abt the new begiinig
it feeels wunderful dosent it?
can u 2 smell the change in the air???
can u 2 feel the moist air wid the new leaves dying 2 shoot frm the branches or the early morning birds or say the beautiful evening skies????
they 2 r reminscent n sad of the almost gone summer but r so glad of the monsoon
may b my monsoon too 2 is round the corner
n the mangoes r no longer sweet
yet i may just b in time 2 enjoy my last meal.who knows god willin..hes always beeen notorious 2 say the least
nd than 2 where r those heavy showers 1 enjoys?at times u fear they may never coemme ......all u c is thunder n lighting but yet the pleasure they bring is known only 2 the 1 4 whom it is meant..there is a myth abt chakor waiting 4 the full moon..hiiii!!!


I know not where the path lies...
but I know for sure someone is seeking it.
I knw not if I will walk the path...
but I knw for sure I m awaiting for some to accompany me.
I knw not if this is wat I hve been waiting for...
but I knw for sure I am gonna give my best 2 life.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

coping up!!!


life is cool...at times it is just enravels itself in a funny way..or rather a not so gr8 way...it st tm pains n even hurts u look abt situations.... stuff.... the way ppl reacted in a particualrar situation..many a times ur not so comfy wid these things n than yet such is life or rather this is the life that 1 leads.....
the other day a fren of mine remarked
memories some times behave in a crazy way--they leave u alone when you are in a crowd and when u r alone they stand along u like a crowd
such a funny--pathetic--sarcastic --yet truly made remark.............................
wat ensued was a formidable discussion on nature........ characteritics......... n requirements of memories
is it in our hands 2 make gud memories???
is it in our potential 2 turn the tables arund???
is it sufficient enuf 2 stive 4 being a gud memory???
surely life can offer more than that....................