few days merit a special mention...4 reasons gud or bad..nd 2day is one such day
so wat r my feelings...
m i happy....umm...kinda
m i sad...not really..
m i hurt...u bet i m......
but than as i c it or rather pondering a few hrs has given me a kinda of undersanding which i myself m surprised tat i m capable off.....(its funny how time chnges ur perpective)
4 relatively a large part of these days were spent in xtremes of brooding, wishful thinking, hurt, happines n insanity 2 say the least nd than 2day wen i knw i hve lost y do i feel so relived so wunderful so nice abt myself??????
its kinda i was waitng 4 this end 4 it signals another phase ..may its juz a battle..nd the war lies ahead...but this war has ended..a new 1 will begin...but chnge is sure..i hve lost 4 sure ..
nd yet there is this feeling tat i hve gifted my enemy a wunderful gift 2 cherish..a gift which will allow my opponent 2 grow nd prosper...sm where within me..i bilv i hve gifted a part of me in a way it cant b destroyed.......wat beeter way 2 win over ur enemy than by making him ur own???.... mayb its not meant 4 the enemey's use.....mayb it will pass it on 2 sme1 else who is more matured 2 acept n appreciate the gift..but a gift nevertheless it is...nd boy mind u i have paid a heavy price 4 the gift........... :'(
i hve paid wid my own soul...Ahem!!!
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I m glad...may good bless u n ur enemy...
that's the first blog iv read in my life. n it was preety interesting.
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