matters of the heart (oopsey mind , i forget the heart cant feel!!)

its so funny n still wierd so-so close yet so far !!!!!!!!
sometimes i hate myself 4 it
can u belivee got 2 fuckin exAms left n m blooging shit
but yeah such is life right it sucks n i dont know where 2 turn my heart 2
some time u wonder y do u run from thing like a coward when u know damn it thats gonna happenn u waana live life u got have the balls 2 risk it
i have never admitted i m one of the most cowardly persons on this planet or atleast 4 2night m
the vey guy who give the msg 2 his supposedly :: y now i m being harsh aabt facing life wid a step forward n such stupidity but u love 2 wrap it in the cloak of uniquiness
n i know nobody can challenge tat as if some body realay cared
shit fuck this day eco went normal but not gr8 as i would have loved 2 i wonder whow my friends ka have gone
i did prefer 2 wait than calll up
4 some reason i m checking up my ::welll lets be not that explixcit
any ways will have 2 do maths no matter wat
i always realised or rather the ingenuity of the statemenyt is so obvious i marvel at it 4 hours nn cry out in laughter its not mine picked it up from :: '3 muskeeters' byy... cant damn remember the french author. . . . .
it goes "" IN LOVE EVERYONE IS FOR ONESELF ""
the statements appeal is enhanced by the situation where this statement is made
n i say well there is always a season 4 change today i do tom someone else will
waqt batayega kiss raha par hamme aap payege!!

“We reap what we sow. We are the makers of our own fate.
The wind is blowing; those vessels whose sails are unfurled
catch it, and go forward on their way, but those which have
their sails furled do not catch the wind. Is that the fault of
the wind?....... We make our own destiny.”
Swami Vivekananda